2 posts tagged “why”

Ok, this is an issue that has been bugging me for a while. All my friends say I need therapy... WHY?!! Most of them say my mind is messed up because of the fact that I'm always having these weirds dreams that are just horrible beyond all belief. One of them *cough cough* Ty *cough cough* says I need therapy because I complain too much. Whatever. All I know is that they all say I need therapy even my best friend ever just because I have terrible dreams. I don't know.

People are already asking me why I haven't 'Christmas-ized' all my web stuff yet or why I haven't drawn Christmasy stuff yet. The answer to all this is; I just haven't gotten into the Christmas mood yet. Christmas is suppose to be happy. Lately I've felt sad, angry, pissed, drooping, or like death which is not Christmasy. Christmas is suppose to have happy or Christmas music. I have been listening to rap, emo, metal, sad, rock, or other non-happy/Christmacy music. Christmas involves blue, white, green, and red. Lately I have been feeling weird around colors including these, so I hate all colors right now but black and white don't go well either, go figure :/ . And right now all the stupid Christmas crap going on right now isn't helping, maybe when Christmas break starts I'll feel more Christmasy. School has been overwhelming me to an extreme level. Oh, and Christmas, has been used waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay to much in this whole paragraph.

Song Listened to While Writing:
Title: The Nobodies
Artist: Marilyn Manson       <----- See what I mean :/