Christmas Appearance

People are already asking me why I haven't 'Christmas-ized' all my web stuff yet or why I haven't drawn Christmasy stuff yet. The answer to all this is; I just haven't gotten into the Christmas mood yet. Christmas is suppose to be happy. Lately I've felt sad, angry, pissed, drooping, or like death which is not Christmasy. Christmas is suppose to have happy or Christmas music. I have been listening to rap, emo, metal, sad, rock, or other non-happy/Christmacy music. Christmas involves blue, white, green, and red. Lately I have been feeling weird around colors including these, so I hate all colors right now but black and white don't go well either, go figure :/ . And right now all the stupid Christmas crap going on right now isn't helping, maybe when Christmas break starts I'll feel more Christmasy. School has been overwhelming me to an extreme level. Oh, and Christmas, has been used waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay to much in this whole paragraph.

Song Listened to While Writing:
Title: The Nobodies
Artist: Marilyn Manson       <----- See what I mean :/